daddybearwi

life in general

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 05:57:48 GMT

Its been awhile again,   I keep thinking of things to write in here, and nothing comes to mind. Then I get hit with to many things to add. Well its time to add another post.

Holiday weekend, brought alot IML. This was the first time that I have just been to IML with out doing any of the bear things. it was a great time, shared a room with 3 others from on here. It was great to get to know them also. I was also suprised to get a key from a close friend of mine, saying that he was willing to be my boy for the weekend. I dont know if I was up to it or if I even did a good job at it. Butt like always, its over way to fast. You don't get to see all the people you wanted too. As I get older, I know the events are not all about the sex you can have. Its about makin friends and seeing the old ones, when you have more alittle time to enjoy things together.

Yes, I just had a birthday and I am 39 now. The day was spent sleeping in as long as I could, took a drive, thought about my dad, and all the things that have made the past year eventfull. The things I did and didn't do yet. Took some time to think about my life. Knowing that things happen for a reason, but its been along time coming.   Like I am right now, siting here typeing on this computer and crying. Life deals us things that we have no controll over, friends, family,   jobs, the weather ( LOL ). I am just glad that I am not on TV in some things like the real world.   Cause god knows thats all we need is another one of those shows, we have problems in our lives that no one else needs to know about. LOL

I am takin things one at a time here, taking care of some things that I have been putting of that NEED to happen, even tho its gonna cost me some time and probly alot of money,   they need to happen.   AND WILL.

Just finished watchin a movie, P. S. I LOVE YOU. It hit me big time for some reason. there are always movies thats do that me, Beaches for one, This is a new one, it talked about moving on after a loved one passes on. It made me think about things differently after it. Made me smile, frown, cry, laugh, think. Its all the things that we are suppost to do in life. I am tired of just being at work and then going home and trying to enjoy life. I miss being out doing things wether its a bar or not,    I have been in madison now for 9 years, worked at a bar for 5 yrs, and now to not have a social life, is wrong. so I am going to try and go out about 2 or 3 times a month and get back into it.   I learned that from IML this year. I am not OLD     I can still go out and enjoy it, and besides   I like to talk to much LOL

ok enough for now,   and Damn I need to write in here more often

Sorry

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:31:19 GMT

Hey all,

Sorry its been awhile since I posted anything here. Life has been about like normal here. Work and home, today tho was a different story. Was at my moms, cause a close family friend was in town and she was not there for the funeral of my dad. Spent some time talkin to her and with her girl friend also, Yes she came out after I did, so she knew that her family would not have a problem with it, as they didn't with me. It was a great visit and talked about old times and such. Then helped my mom with a few things for the memorial garden in the front yard that she is doing for dad. Then we ate dinner with other family friends. But on the ride home at about 2 am, things hit me. Along with a storm and I always enjoy them. Just really was different being at home (moms) without dad being there. So on the way home I stopped and enjoyed some of the lightning and all and broke down, First time in about 3 months that I had done that. It needed to happen tho. So back to work tuesday, and getin all the friggn kids ready for school with there hair cuts, (thats my job), and then heading up to the Dells this Sunday for a summer party for work. Will be at one of the many water parks and all that they have. Other then that not much else to say here. Will try to get back to this sooner next time

Brad (Daddybear)

just home from the doc

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 17:15:29 GMT

Hey all, things are going good here. Just had a cyst reloved from my head. There was nothing wrong with it or anything else but there are a few more to come off also. So I have 3 stitches in there now and get those out on the 3rd. Other then that my bf Chris had his 29th birthday yesterday, I took him out to dinner and we had sushi cause thats what he wanted. Its always good at the place we go to here. but the numbing stuff is wearing off here and I am in need of some food and a few pills for the little bit of pain I have now.LOL and no they are nothing good. nothing much more to add right now tho, enjoy your week.

another crappy night of sleep

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 11:27:53 GMT

Hey all, Well another year has gone by and now older, and feel it also. Birthday was a good one, Went gambling at Ho Chunk ( indian casino here ). Took 80 bucks in the door and was there for about 5 hours, left with nothing but it passed the time. Work this week had been intresting also, had 40 hours in by friday night and still worked on sat. Today is fathers day. Its going to be a wierd day with my fathers passing afew months ago, and my Mom is up in Mpls, MN visiting my sister. the weather here the past few days has been hot and humid, but the air con is working good. I have been sleeping like shit the past few nights also. Waking up all sweaty n hot and not in a good way. Going to call the doc and see whats up with that monday. Other wise just been a boring week here at home and playing some WOW also to pass the time.

well here it goes my first entry on here.

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 06:26:50 GMT

Hey all, Hope your doing good, I know I am after a long holiday weekend, I got to chicago about 10 pm or so on saturday night. Was staying at the host hotel for Bear Pride, with a friend David. Had a good time there. It some how seemed like I miss out on alot of things getin there late sat night, as I didn't let alot of people know I was going to be there. Meet some old friends and made a few new ones too. Then on Monday I was at the palmer house. A close Friend Scott and a friend of his had a both at IML. So I got to run around and view the wares, from sexy black leather to porn to jewels and lube ect... was a fun time then, but at the end of it all, I helped them close things down. Then Scott, mark and I went to eat at Millers right next to the hotel there. Great food. At the end of it all, went to get my truck and it wouldn't start. I was fucked and not in a good way LOL . But it didn't take long and it was running and ready to go , just some wire came loose. Then I headed back home ealry tuesday morning. Made it back about 6:30 am and had to work at 9. So took a bit of a nap, then off to work and got home and crashed big time.